Ok I am like seriously worried about my relationship can some one please help?

First off I’m asking it here because its complex and well me and him are *** so its a little different then if we where straight (where both pretty much out there about the whole *** thing), the people using this are usually nice, and I want advice from some one who has had this problem before.

Ok so theres this girl named Sadie who is always all over Anthony (my boyfriend) and its like he doesn’t say anything about it and doesn’t even offer me if I want to cuddle or anything but he asks her ALL the time. This is my first relationship and like his 28th lol (he’s still a virgin so not a *****! and most of those where him dating girls cuz he was scared of being *** or something) And him and I agreed to let him take the lead since he has exsperience and what not. We’ve kissed (mainly in private once at school in the middle of the hallway which is how the school found out I was *** lol) but him and Sadie kiss {on the cheecks} all the time) but to me it seems like he doesnt like being with me.. He is tall, blonde, preppy, and god like where has I am short scrawny depressive emo kid. In our texts we say some pretty mushy stuff but in real life he ignores me… So I was wondering whats a way to bring up this topic with him? I have like a speech planned out here it is tell me if it would work in this situation with out me sounding pathetic (suggestions to add or remove stuff to the speech please):

Hey **** I know you said I can tell you anything and I just really have to tell you that I **** sadie because you give her more attention then me and it makes me feel like everything we have together is a lie and Im starting to believe Mimi when she says that your only with me so your not alone its like at school you barely pay me any atention but then once we text its all “Oh baby your so cute I want nothing else but to make you happy” and Im really wondering how far you would go to make me happy does that include lies? You can tell me I would try to understand I know Im just a stupid ugly emo kid who is head over heels for a guy who is way out of my league but still I want to be happy in real life not just over texts I know I know I sound pathetic and needy but your all I care about you may be lieing when you say those nice things to me but Im not lieing when I say them…

Damn I had a really good speech that I made in the shower but I forgot it all! Sorry its so long lol so yeah any kind of suggestions of the speech or the situation is welcome! Be has honest has possible Im sick and tired of lies that people tell me to make me happy!

Ok I am like seriously worried about my relationship can some one please help?

First off I’m asking it here because its complex and well me and him are *** so its a little different then if we where straight, the people using this are usually nice, and I want advice from some one who has had this problem before.

Ok so theres this girl named Sadie who is always all over Anthony (my boyfriend) and its like he doesn’t say anything about it and doesn’t even offer me if I want to cuddle or anything but he asks her ALL the time. This is my first relationship and like his 28th lol (he’s still a virgin so not a *****! and most of those where him dating girls cuz he was scared of being *** or something) And him and I agreed to let him take the lead since he has exsperience and what not. We’ve kissed (mainly in private once at school but him and Sadie kiss {on the cheecks} all the time) but to me it seems like he doesnt like being with me.. He is tall, blonde, preppy, and god like where has I am short scrawny depressive emo kid. In our texts we say some pretty mushy stuff but in real life he ignores me… So I was wondering whats a way to bring up this topic with him? I have like a speech planned out here it is tell me if it would work in this situation with out me sounding pathetic (suggestions to add or remove stuff to the speech please):

Hey **** I know you said I can tell you anything and I just really have to tell you that I **** sadie because you give her more attention then me and it makes me feel like everything we have together is a lie and Im starting to believe Mimi when she says that your only with me so your not alone its like at school you barely pay me any atention but then once we text its all “Oh baby your so cute I want nothing else but to make you happy” and Im really wondering how far you would go to make me happy does that include lies? You can tell me I would try to understand I know Im just a stupid ugly emo kid who is head over heels for a guy who is way out of my league but still I want to be happy in real life not just over texts I know I know I sound pathetic and needy but your all I care about you may be lieing when you say those nice things to me but Im not lieing when I say them…

Damn I had a really good speech that I made in the shower but I forgot it all! Sorry its so long lol so yeah any kind of suggestions of the speech or the situation is welcome! Be has honest has possible Im sick and tired of lies that people tell me to make me happy!

By: Jaime Perez
04/05/08
Prologue

Imagine, being in a place where It’s so dark you can’t see anything. Not knowing where you are or how you got their. Having no one to talk to but the walls that only hear but don’t respond. Hearing nothing but your own heart pounding and breathing not knowing when or if you’ll ever see light. Or ever know who you are Always asking yourself with out answers in return, “ who am I” am I alive? Having no memory of any family or friends. Eating things that are thrown in from a small whole not knowing what it is, or who gave it to you but you still eat it cause that’s all you got to stay alive. Taking a dump on a dark whole in the ground. “ can you imagine it?” well that is what happened to me, before I made the escape.”
The Beginning

Should we keep it? I don’t know I love her look at her eyes she has your eyes Dave. Yes but I don’t think we should keep her. But why? Well I don’t know what will happen when she grows up and finds out? Well Dave… I feel bad to just kill her. I know but rose…babe we ought to , if we don’t…well you know. Yes I do know…well why don’t we just take her to the “Unit”. well Ok rose, get Sarah in the car.
The Escape

I’m running, running scared…”I wonder how I got to that place”, its dark…the floor is muddy and the rocks…hurt my bear feet, as I’m running…I feel branches from tall pines slamming on my face…”What am I running away from, and why?”…I’m scarred…I keep running…,running for my life…I hear somebody behind me yell “Sarah get back over here”…”oh god, Is that my name? I‘m Sarah? I must be…who is that person?”…I keep running…my foot gets stuck On a rock “oh god he’s right behind me!”…I yank my foot off the rock Ah! I scream in pain as it gets scrapped…I hide behind a bush…I can hear that person right in front of me…”I hope he doesn’t see me” “Sarah Conner…where the hell are you!!!” “Conner? That‘s my last name?, oh god I want to scream…in fear, but I can’t let that person know I’m right in front hiding behind a bush . But why me, who am I…what have I done? “Oh god he has a gun” I feel my heart pound faster… I hear him searching behind bushes “ oh god I hope he doesn’t see me” I hear him keep walking away “oh god I feel a bit more relieved” I start walking slowly trying to make no noise away. I then start running again this time a bit faster “Sarah stop or I will shoot you!” “oh god he saw me” I start running faster I trip on a rock “ah “ my foot hurts I think it’s bleeding. I get up I have to keep running I can’t let that man get me. I hear gun shots real close “oh god” I’m scared I keep running I find myself onto a dirt road. I hear another gunshot again but this time I feel something that hurts “ah”…
The Hospital

She was lying on a leather sofa with her head on a rather expensive pillow. She was covered with a thin cotton blanket. Her dress covered her emaciated body. The voice was soft and sounded older than her age, but the therapist was aware of the circumstances that brought her here, so she expected her patient to be a shadow of her former self. There were no surprises. The therapist began in a thin whisper: “Mrs. Conner…Do you recall at all of what happened to you?…I see you were wounded quite badly, do you know how that happened?” “where am I?” it’s ok Mrs. Conner…A man dropped you off at the Hillside Hospital claming to have found you on a dirt road lying on the ground bleeding…do you recall any of that?…”Mrs. Conner?”…”yes, it’s confidential I am Sarah Conner and I will revenge… revenge to what took me” “Mrs. Conner where are you going?”…“find my life”……

The Search

Ok I am like seriously worried about my relationship can some one please help?

First off I’m asking it here because its complex and well me and him are *** so its a little different then if we where straight (where both pretty much out there about the whole *** thing), the people using this are usually nice, and I want advice from some one who has had this problem before.

Ok so theres this girl named Sadie who is always all over Anthony (my boyfriend) and its like he doesn’t say anything about it and doesn’t even offer me if I want to cuddle or anything but he asks her ALL the time. This is my first relationship and like his 28th lol (he’s still a virgin so not a *****! and most of those where him dating girls cuz he was scared of being *** or something) And him and I agreed to let him take the lead since he has exsperience and what not. We’ve kissed (mainly in private once at school in the middle of the hallway which is how the school found out I was *** lol) but him and Sadie kiss {on the cheecks} all the time) but to me it seems like he doesnt like being with me.. He is tall, blonde, preppy, and god like where has I am short scrawny depressive emo kid. In our texts we say some pretty mushy stuff but in real life he ignores me… So I was wondering whats a way to bring up this topic with him? I have like a speech planned out here it is tell me if it would work in this situation with out me sounding pathetic (suggestions to add or remove stuff to the speech please):

Hey **** I know you said I can tell you anything and I just really have to tell you that I **** sadie because you give her more attention then me and it makes me feel like everything we have together is a lie and Im starting to believe Mimi when she says that your only with me so your not alone its like at school you barely pay me any atention but then once we text its all “Oh baby your so cute I want nothing else but to make you happy” and Im really wondering how far you would go to make me happy does that include lies? You can tell me I would try to understand I know Im just a stupid ugly emo kid who is head over heels for a guy who is way out of my league but still I want to be happy in real life not just over texts I know I know I sound pathetic and needy but your all I care about you may be lieing when you say those nice things to me but Im not lieing when I say them…

Damn I had a really good speech that I made in the shower but I forgot it all! Sorry its so long lol so yeah any kind of suggestions of the speech or the situation is welcome! Be has honest has possible Im sick and tired of lies that people tell me to make me happy!